D-Day is soon here

So this is my journey, a journey we'll see where it will take me, we'll see. Today was hard though, I said goodby to my love whom I will not see for about four months, that feels, hurts. Right now I'm mostly wondering how I will do this, survive, without him there, how is that going to work? Will it work?
I am just starting to realise that I will leave, I won't be here much longer, kind of weird feeling I guess. As excited as I am, as sad I am. And since this is going to be my diary I guess I am entitled to write not only about the good, but also about the bad.

But hey, this is a new beginning! Soon I will be taking off, just soon.

P.S I haven't decided on the language, it may shift between Swedish and English, we'll see...