Dreams

I'm not dead! Just dead on energy. I have always been a person with high ambition, very high. But as my bf say, high ambition, low performance, which I hate, but at the end of the day can't deny since it's true.
My head is always up in the clouds, I'm always dreaming, mostly about several things at once. Before I came to Dubai, I was dreaming about it, how it would be, how work would be, when I would get my own place, meeting new people here, etc etc.
That's me, always have been, always with my head in the clouds. And honestly, that's how I like it. I love dreaming, even if most of the stuff never happen, I love having dreams, it keeps me motivated, I have things to look forward too, I know I'm going somewhere then, I have a goal.

But lately, there's been a change, I've stopped dreaming. I don't have the ambitions anymore, I don't have the mental energy anymore. It feels like I don't have anything more, like I lost all my dreams. I've noticed that it affects me in every aspect of life. Something very simple is this blog, I don't have the energy to write, I don't know what I should write about even though there are plenty of stuff to write about.

So please, have some patience with me, I need to get back my ambition and dreams. I'll try to write more often and put pictures meanwhile.